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Friday Afternoon [9/29] My dearest darling: No mail from you today, and I was disappointed, but that's something I'll have to get used to now. Two letter from home ‘be brave etc. etc.’ and a swell letter from Muz. Also the ‘Pine Cone’ from which I'll send you a clipping or two. I'm at Bev's now - she's out and Wendy is sleeping on the floor - there's Hawaiian music on the radio ‘Romantic Melodies’ Hells Bells! Mailed your package - it only weighed 3 ½ lbs. From now on I'll mail all your packages First Class or Special Delivery, and I'm insuring them all. Got two regulation size tin boxes, which I shall start filling shortly. Sent a [?ight] letter to Father asking him to send my check Special Delivery as I'm running very close. Stopped to see if your present to me was ready, but it won't be back til sometime next week. Little things mean more than ever now - 9:45 Home again Darling - I feel so alone and want you so much - our being together again seems to remote - I want so badly to do something - but feel so helpless - All the time I keep reaching out for you but you just aren't there. There is a dense damp fog tonight, but somehow [pg 2] it feels friendly - When I'm away from our house, I want to get back because somehow I feel better and as if you were talking to me and understanding - Darling, I was going to write only cheerful letters, but I can't help it. I want to talk to you and tell you how I feel - When Wendy was born I asked you to keep nothing from me, and you in turn asked the same of me - that is why I write to you of the deep, deep feelings I have of love for you - darling, do you know how much I love you? We saw a horrible ghost movie in Monterey - Dr. Wassell wasn't playing. Guess movies just aren't any good for me - will [?] away from them til you are home again. Music sets me up too - mostly I just want to read now - and have you - so….I'll read - well I can dream can't I? Do hope tomorrow brings me a letter from you - I so want to share in what you’re doing, and not feel so very far away- Another day, another night nearer- Hurry back to me my darling Bobby
